I didn't make a post in alot of time... I don't know why or when I have even stopped making my shitty tryhard tests to prove that I'm not shit, because I'm not. Alas, I think about leaving newgrounds and madness community, even if I do realize I could reach something if I tried harder, but trying sometimes is not enough, it took me a while to find out I didn't make any progress and I didn't even open flash for month or two (okay I'm lying, but it was for other purposes than MC animating.), albeit I'm really eager to animate madness and still want to do that because I find it fun, I just lack time for that nor get any motivation. Now I'm stuck with question, if I should leave or not and if I should stop animating and chasing that stupid fag dream about being a good MC animator.